Too open the door too quickly suggests that my ego is quite calloused; Isn't bothered by crisism - Yet - I misinterpret: Read Disdain. Read Malice. Sooo Sensitive. You Read: LACKING IN SELF-CONFIDENCE. I am soo good to put on appearances; but I just can't bring myself to falsify - myself. When I - and I still am - slightly uncomfortable at this: Near to you.