I'm inserting a piece of lead
into the mouth of a pencil
backwards (click)
and i'm sitting at someone's
desk not my own
i'm memorizing 500 yrs
of theology -
for fun

i'm feeling shitty 
because the guy across
the hall 
has taken to sleeping
in my bed

and he folds his 
arms
around me 
like he's known

the whole way through
and i can't help but 
be very confused that
he hasn't tried to
remove my clothes
once